being the youngest sucks.

*sigh.. i'm being a big baby and complaining about everything. )=

its not fair that my sister had a debut and got a BRAND NEW car for her 18th birthday. its not fair that my brother got a car when he started driving. its not fair that i have the don't get what i want..but they get everything they want.

ITS NOT FAIR. :(


oh yeah.. reasons why i don't want a party for my birthday =T

#1 i don't wanna pick and choose 15 friends
#2 i don't know what to do
#3 i don't know where to go eat at if we do go
#4 i hate planning for myself
#5 i want a big party with all my friends so i can have a "mini" debut but no..
#6 i don't want it at my house
#7 cuz i don't wanna clean ever thing
#8 my house is boring..nothing to do
#9 nothing ever goes to my plan
#10.. eating out and just doing something might be okay.. but all depends


*sigh. i really just want to be surprised...